A Government Run Like Hell by Filipinos


by jun asuncion

Many Filipinos may no longer know the origin of this famous phrase. During my high school years, however, almost everyone knew that it came from Manuel L. Quezon, who reportedly declared: “I would rather have a country run like hell by Filipinos than a country run like heaven by Americans.” The statement reflected Quezon’s passionate belief in national self-determination — the conviction that freedom, independence, and self-rule are indispensable to the dignity and growth of a people.

On the surface, the statement sounds noble, patriotic, and inspiring. Yet the painful reality of living in a country “run like hell by Filipinos” reveals the darker side of Quezon’s optimistic vision. If “hell” means endless suffering under incompetent, corrupt, and self-serving public officials; if it means senators and congressmen who manipulate laws for political survival, governors and mayors who transform public office into family business empires, and contractors who enrich themselves through ghost projects and substandard infrastructures — then the Philippines appears tragically faithful to Quezon’s metaphor.

The ordinary Filipino lives in a perpetual state of vulnerability. Every year, typhoons, floods, earthquakes, and volcanic eruptions descend upon the archipelago with merciless regularity. Yet natural disasters alone do not create national misery. Disasters become catastrophes when combined with corruption, negligence, and institutional decay. Roads collapse only months after construction. Flood-control projects fail precisely when they are most needed. Public funds vanish into bureaucratic labyrinths while millions remain trapped in poverty.

The irony is bitter. Agencies supposedly established to improve public welfare often become symbols of national dysfunction. The Department of Public Works and Highways, envisioned as a builder of roads and bridges toward development, has repeatedly been haunted by allegations of graft, inflated contracts, and unfinished projects. In the popular imagination, highways intended to connect communities become metaphorical “highways to hell,” where taxpayer money disappears into private pockets.

What makes the situation more tragic is that corruption in the Philippines is no longer perceived as an exception but as a normalized feature of political culture. Dynasties dominate elections. Celebrity politics substitutes for competence. Public debates are reduced to spectacle and personal attacks rather than genuine discussions of national policy. In such an environment, democracy risks degenerating into what political theorists call an electoral oligarchy — a system where elections exist, but power merely circulates among entrenched elites.

Yet despite all these, the Filipino people continue to endure. There exists within the national character a remarkable resilience: the ability to smile amid calamity, to rebuild after devastation, and to hope despite repeated disappointments. But resilience, admirable as it is, should never become an excuse for governmental failure. A nation cannot survive forever on the patience and sacrifice of its citizens alone.

Quezon’s statement was rooted in faith — faith that Filipinos, once entrusted with their own destiny, would eventually mature into responsible stewards of nationhood. Perhaps the tragedy of the modern Philippines is not that self-rule was a mistake, but that freedom without accountability allowed political opportunists to hijack the very ideals that independence was supposed to protect.

The challenge before the nation today is therefore deeper than simply electing new faces into office. It is the transformation of political culture itself: from patronage to merit, from spectacle to statesmanship, from greed to public service. Otherwise, the country risks remaining exactly what Quezon unintentionally feared — not merely a government run like hell by Filipinos, but a people condemned to suffer endlessly under leaders of their own choosing.


Through The Waves Of Time

By Jun Asuncion

Dear Asuncion Family, young and old, near and far,

As we come closer to this beautiful day of our reunion, I invite you to pause and reflect with me—not just on what we will be celebrating, but on who we are, and where we came from,- and what we would possibly become.

The story of the Asuncion Clan begins not in modern cities or schools, but in the crossing of cultures and the quiet power of love and resilience. It began with the union of Mariano Kagalitan and Maria de La Paz, whose father,a wise apothecarist from ancient Middle Kingdom, sailed across oceans to the Philippines—perhaps not knowing then that he would also be involved in planting the roots of a family that would one day grow into the remarkable Asuncion clan. And in marrying Anastacia Michaela, a native Filipina, he did not just form a union—but became one of those who sparked a legacy.

That legacy carried through the Spanish colonial times in Manila, where our ancestors painted and sculpted, taught and healed, fought and led. In narrow alleys and open plazas, in homes filled with music and prayer, they planted the seeds of who we are today: a family of artists, of thinkers, of builders, of dreamers.

To our younger Asuncions: you are the next bearers of this rich legacy. Know this: you carry within you more than just a surname. You carry centuries of courage, creativity, sacrifice, and honor. You walk with the quiet strength of Mariano Asuncion, Sr.and those who came before him, the grace of Maria De La Paz and those who came before her. When you sing, paint, write, teach, lead, or love—you are echoing their spirit.

But with legacy comes responsibility.

This reunion is not just a celebration. It is a call to unity—a reminder that no Asuncion, from any corner of the Philippines or abroad, should ever feel forgotten or disconnected. We are one great tree with many branches, and it is our duty to reach out, to listen, to include, and to reconnect.

As we prepare for this reunion, let us carry with us the words of The Asuncion Hymn—which you can find on the Bulan Observer—a hymn where I tried to capture in words (and hopefully soon in music) the soul of our journey:

“Through the waves of time, you sail,
Connected souls, your bond won’t fail.
With fortune’s blessing and love’s embrace,
Asuncion clan, your legacy we embrace.”

Let us indeed embrace that legacy—with pride, with humility, and with love.

To our forebears, we say: thank you.
To the present generation, we say: stand proud.
And to the young, we say: carry the flame forward—together.

Mabuhay ang Pamilyang Asuncion!

One in Bulan, one in Appenzell

November 9, 1920, my father’s birthday, Andres Sus Asuncion,Sr., son of Adonis Ramirez Asuncion. He was a public school teacher, the last assignment being in Barrio Magsaysay, Bulan, Sorsogon.

He left this world last November 3, 2005, six days before his birthday. However  I have always considered that dying is a form of being born in another world that we don’t see. So death anniversary is actually a birthday anniversary at the same time. It may sound not realistic in our normal terms, but my intution tells me so.

But there could be in this simple reflections of mine on life and death a deeper philosophical insight: the idea that death might be not an end, but a transition—a birth into another state of existence. This perspective captures the continuity of life, framing both birth and death as gateways, linking one existence with another in ways that may transcend our understanding. By viewing death as a “birth” into an unseen realm, my thoughts actually resonate with philosophical and spiritual traditions that interpret existence as cyclical or interconnected across multiple planes.

Imagine the moment of birth: it is a sudden entry into a vast, mysterious world, a place unknown to us prior to arriving. In that sense, death might be seen similarly—a moment of passing into a reality beyond the grasp of our current senses and intellect. In this framework, just as our physical birth brings us from the unknown into a tangible, visible life, our death could similarly carry us from this visible world into an unseen realm, one with its own mystery and potential for being.

This perspective challenges the conventional view of death as a final cessation of existence. Instead, death becomes a pivotal transformation, a return to the unknown or the unseen, and even the beginning of something new. We often consider life to be defined by physical presence, sensory experience, and measurable events. But if death is a “birth” into another world, then existence may not be limited to the visible and measurable. My  father’s passing might then be perceived as both an end to his physical journey and the beginning of a different journey—one that remains invisible to us but might be just as real within a broader sense of life.

In this light, a death anniversary could indeed be thought of as a kind of birthday—a day marking not only loss but the possibility of rebirth. This view offers comfort by suggesting that life, in some form, continues, and it aligns with beliefs that life and death are part of an ever-ongoing cycle. Celebrating a loved one’s “birth” into the next realm could add meaning to the day, honoring both the life they led here and the continuation of their journey beyond.

In expanding on this idea, we might ask: if birth and death are both transitions, what is the nature of the soul or essence that crosses between worlds? What does it mean to live if every end is a beginning and every beginning an end? This perspective suggests that life is a series of transformations, connected by an unseen thread. To contemplate death as a birth is to trust in the enduring mystery of existence, to hold that every threshold may lead to another—an endless journey through different expressions of being. In that sense, the essence of a person might persist beyond the visible, offering a comforting view that, though unseen, they are never truly absent…

The second gravestone below belongs to the Swiss writer Robert Walser (April 15, 1878- December 25, 1956). The newspaper article was written by a 22-year old Swiss columnist Lara ALina Hofer. Here, she describes poetically her difficult search for the grave of Robert Walser which resonates perfectly with my search for my father’s gravestone last year when I was in Bulan with my wife Mila. Like Lara, we went through bushes and lots of other graves and help from some people around to locate our father’s resting place, overgrown with bushes, grass and trees. It  was a touching moment whe we finally found him.

A Quiet Home For The Departed Asuncion Relatives

  1. Adonis Ramirez Asuncion
  2. Amada Sus Asuncion

3. Andres Sus Asuncion, Sr.

4. Pacita Nepomuceno Asuncion

5. Kenerino Ramirez Asuncion

6. Leonor Manas Asuncion

   My Two Old Friends

         

In the quiet dawn, I walk the path of old,
Two friends beside me, their wisdom untold.
Tai Chi, the river, so gentle, so kind,
Karate, the mountain, with focus and mind.

Years have woven, their threads in my soul,
A tapestry of strength, a story whole.
In youth, I sought, the power within,
Now over sixty, I see where I’ve been.

Tai Chi flows softly, like whispers in the breeze,
Unveiling the secrets, with effortless ease.
Karate strikes fiercely, with passion and might,
Still, winning without fighting, that’s the noble path.

In the balance of both, I found my own way,
In the silence of dawn, Kamaytao joined my day.
My body, my temple, stands light yet strong,
My mind, a flowing river, where inner waves belong.

Through decades of practice, through sweat and through pains,
These two steadfast friends have quieted my breathing.
My life energy vibrant, my heart light as air,
A testament to training, to passion and to self- care.

Though the way is long, with distractions not far from home,
I stayed true to my path, in this digital life.
For Tai Chi, the flowing, and Karate, the firm,
Have anchored my Kamaytao being, through each twist and turn.

Now as I stand, in the twilight’s soft gleam,
I thank my two friends, for this beautiful dream.
The soft and the hard, the yin and the yang,
In harmony together, Kamaytao’s sweet song sang.

With youthful energy, in this seasoned frame,
I honor my journey, I cherish the same.
For Tai Chi and Karate, two old friends indeed,
Have nurtured my spirit, fulfilled every need.

Happy Birthday, Sister Marissa

A song for our one and only Sor Marissa Asuncion

(Verse 1)

On this special day, we sing with joy,

For Sister Marissa, our hearts employ.

A life of love and kindness, so bright,

Spreading God’s message, day and night.

(Chorus)

Happy birthday, Sister Marissa dear,

Your laughter and love, we hold so near.

For all your care and the joy you bring,

With love and gratitude, we sing.

(Verse 2)

You’ve kept our family, strong and true,

With every reunion, love shines through.

A beacon of hope, in times of strife,

You’ve blessed us all, with your light in life.

(Chorus)

Happy birthday, Sister Marissa dear,

Your laughter and love, we hold so near.

For all your care and the joy you bring,

With love and gratitude, we sing.

(Bridge)

In your gentle ways, we see God’s grace,

A precious soul, in every embrace.

We celebrate you, on this special day,

With hearts united, we all say:

(repeat Chorus)

Centennial Independence Day Celebration

That was June 12, 1998 when we had acted and sung like Katipuneros, Revolutionarios, Freedom Fighters in Zurich.

That was 26 years ago. I hope in this way to reconnect with those once young, creative and dynamic warriors and friends wherever they are by now. Hoping they will see this post of our program at that time in Kongresshaus, Zurich, Switzerland.

Ang ating Dasal

(words & music jun & mila asuncion. Ito ay handog namin sa darating na Asuncion Clan reunion)

Intro:

Ihanda ang sariling mabuhay ng tahimik

Sa piling ng Maykapal, ang buhay ay kayamanan

Pagkat may patutunguhan.

Bridge:

Malayo man at mahirap ang daan

Ito ay tahakin, lumakad ka kaibigan.

Chorus:

Likas ng tao ang matakot sa daan

Hindi alam kong saan patutungo.

Huwag mabahala, kaibigan

Pagkat ika’y hindi nag-iisa

Kung tatanggapin mo siya

Ng buong puso’t kaluluwa.

Outro:

Siya ang may-alam

Daang ating patutunguhan

Hawak Niya ang ngayon, bukas at kahapon.

(repeat Chorus and Outro /… End )

Hymn Of The Asuncion Clan

composer: jun asuncion

Verse 1)
In ancient Land’s embrace, Ming Mong Lo’s tale,
To Philippine shores, destiny set to sail.
A union formed, a legacy begun,
Asuncion roots in Manila’s Spanish sun.

(Chorus)
Oh, Asuncion clan, through time you stride,
Artists and Healers, in life’s vast tide.
Soldiers and teachers, a resilient crew,
United in strength, forever true.

(Verse 2)
Spanish echoes linger, in Manila’s past,
Artistry flourished, a lineage cast.
Through the brush strokes, and notes that play,
Asuncion spirit, endures to this day.

(Chorus)
Oh, Asuncion clan, through time you glide,
Musicians and painters, side by side.
Teachers impart wisdom, soldiers stand tall,
In the rhythm of life, you conquer all.

(Bridge)
Waves of time, both beauty and rough,
Asuncion bond, resilient and tough.
Connected souls, a family so strong,
In the symphony of life, you all belong.

(Verse 3)
From humble roots to a clan so grand,
A mosaic of talents, across the land.
Through challenges faced and victories won,
Asuncion legacy, forever spun.

(Chorus)
Oh, Asuncion clan, through waves you roam,
In the vast sea of life, you find a home.
Blessed with fortune, counting on each other,
An eternal bond, like no other.

(Verse 4)
Let the hymn of Asuncion rise,
A tale of resilience, reaching the skies.
May the waves of time, gentle or rough,
Guide the Asuncion clan, with love enough

Bulldog Blues

(Blues in A minor)

(Verse 1)

I’m a man with a burden, carried it far too long,
Since my childhood days, been singing the same old song.
People’s cruel words, they cut me to the bone,
Called me Bulldog, left me feeling so alone.

(Chorus)
Oh, I’m crying out in pain, but no one seems to hear,
What can a little boy do but secretely drown deep in tears.
I’m haunted by memories of the past,
In this bluesy delta, feeling lost at sea, so vast.

(Verse 2)
Their laughter echoed in my ears, like a bitter refrain,
Every time they mocked me, I felt the sting of shame.
I tried hard, butI couldn’t shake their scorn,
Left me feeling broken, like a rose with thorns.

(Chorus)
Oh, I’m crying out in pain, but no one seems to hear,
What can a little boy do but secretly drown deep in tears.
I’m haunted by memories of the past,
In this bluesy delta, feeling lost at sea, so vast.

(Verse 3)
Now I’m older and wiser, but the scars remain,
Still haunted by the echoes of their cruel disdain.
But I won’t let them dictate what I am.
I’ll rise above the pain, like a lone bluesman in a jam.

(Outro)
But I’ll keep on singing, letting my soul unfold,
In this beautiful delta, where the blues take hold.
Finding solace in my music, letting my spirit soar,
My guitar will end all these, and I’ll find freedom ever more.

A Dream Rekindles The Dark

I

In the echoes of shared laughter, we once roamed,
Brothers entwined in a home that felt like home.
Guided by parents’ love, each unique, yet the same,
In their eyes, we found our singular claim.

II

Mom, with her wisdom, said, “Each one needs his way,”
Nurturing us distinct in the light of the day.
But time played its trick, scattering our band,
Life’s winds blew us far from the promised land.

III

Now, silence echoes in spaces once filled with kin,
Aching hearts yearn for what used to have been.
With parents gone, the axis of our unity ceased,
Leaving us adrift, our bonds somewhat released.

IV

Separated, distant, longing for what’s amiss,
Wishing for moments lost in the memory’s abyss.
In the quest for what’s lost, a soul seeks in vain,
Hoping for connection, to rekindle the chain.

V

The void of what could have been, a bittersweet tale,
A yearning heart’s song, an unfinished trail.
Lost opportunities, a melody of the past,
Reminders that time’s die is cast.

VI

Yet in the midst of this melancholy, a spark,
A yearning to bridge, to rekindle the dark.
For even as paths diverge, hope’s ember gleams,
A prayer for reunion, within distant dreams.

——+

Warrior’s Blues

(words and music: jun asuncion)

I
I’ve been through the fire and the rain,
Lost some friends, gained some pain.
But I’m stll standing, I’m still here,
This loneliness is nothing to fear.

II
I’ve been through the ups and downs,
Lost my parents’ other children along the way.
But I’ll walk this lonely path with my head held high
For I carry my father’s name, my solid pride.

Chorus:

If it be my fate that I stand alone one day,
I’ll embrace with grace this destiny.
I’ll face this truth and no one else I’ll blame,
The warrior in me keeps me stronger ever more.

III
Here today, gone tomorrow, they say.
The truth that all must face at the end of day.
But I find solace in the memories of my parents so dear,
For, be it in deeds or in thoughts, never had I betrayed them, that’s clear.

IV
My destiny is here to stay, so let it be,
In this moment I live, so I flow with it.
Sorrows and pain they journey with me,
They will be my best friends by the break of day.

(repeat chorus)